I guess this place is officially dead. I may start blogging again if I ever have anything more to say other than “I’m tired, I’m still passing and my child is both amazing and infuriating,” but I will probably find a new place to hang my hat. It will probably still be wordpress, because I don’t have any problems with it,  just wont be ordinaryfreak anymore.

At some point I’ll have to do something with this mess, but for now I’m going to leave it.



Thought I would play since I’ve been MIA for so long.

1. Yourself: Tired

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: Non-existent

3. Your hair: New

4. Your mother/stepmother: Awesome

5. Your dog: Messy

6. Your favorite item: Computer

7. Your dream last night: Strange

8. Your favorite drink: Coke

9. Your dream car: Free

10. The room you are in: playroom

12. Your fear: failure

13. What you want to be in 10 years: fabulous

14. Who you hung out with last night: mom

15. What you’re not: relaxed

16. Muffin: yummy

17: One of your wish list items: sleep

18: Time: shortage

19. The last thing you did: fought

20. What you are wearing: glasses

21. Your favorite weather: spring

22. Your favorite book: horror

23. The last thing you ate: tacos

24. Your life: oxymoron

25. Your mood: sad

26. Your best friend(S): Jess

27. What are you thinking about right now? Finals

28. Your car: Yellow

29. What are you doing at the moment?: stressing

30. Your summer: Busy

31. Your relationship status: single

32. What is on your TV?: Gadget

33. What is the weather like?: Hot

34. When is the last time you laughed?: Today

Less than a month until I’m done with this semester. Then the next one will start and I’ll be swamped again. Never enough time to post and too tired to bother most days anyway.


I’m back in classes. So far so good. I’ll be back in the hospital with even more things I’m allowed to do to poor unsuspecting patients shortly.

I haven’t had any financial aid issues for once.

I recently learned to crochet. I’ve known how to knit since I was a child, but for some reason crochet always confused me every time I tried.

P had a good Christmas. We managed to relax and do crafts and have fun. Something I was worried I wouldn’t be able to manage due to my own issues. Thankfully it went better than expected.

My computer is on its last leg. It’s running on  sheer willpower right now. I’ve spent the bare minimum online the last few weeks and I feel like I’ve been gone for a year. I don’t know what I will do when it finally quits working. Probably cry. I will still be able to borrow someone else’s computer for school work, but my computer is basically my only private space. Everything I have on my computer is the only thing that is exclusively mine. Yes I let P watch movies or play games on it occasionally and while I wasn’t thrilled at Christmas when I walked out of my kitchen and discovered my brother on farmville I didn’t fly into a screaming fit over it either. But my computer makes me want to smack someone and say “MINE!!!” like a two year old.

So it’s a new year and I’ve decided to start fresh. I’m going to put all my 2009 posts behind lock and key. I feel like I have less whining and more living to do so they need to be packed away for the time being.