I am having so much trouble with writing lately. I have a huge research paper that I should have had the first draft done a week ago. I just wrote the first two paragraphs. It has taken me about 3 hours to get that far. It isn’t because the subject is boring. I have all the material I need to use. I just can’t seem to get going. All last week every time I tried to get started P would get sick or wake up. Maybe that has made me gun shy or something. Or I’m just sabotaging the A I have in that class.

If I ever get this shit done that is pretty much what it will be. I am not expecting an A or even a B at this point. I will just be glad to be done with it. I am in the home stretch of this quarter and I just don’t give a crap anymore. I know I should care a little more about my grades but these classes are making me nuts! If I do an OK job on this and the speech I have to make next week I will probably still get an A in all of my classes. That is a pretty big if right now. Either way I am quitting for tonight. Maybe inspiration will strike tomorrow.