I’m having one of those days where I can’t please anyone and I get the distinct feeling that everyone wishes I would fall off the goddamned planet. Myself included if I am honest about it.

If I hear one more passive-aggressive sentence pass another set of lips I might smack someone.

Just now I ended up on a random tattoo site because I should be doing something productive like studying and therefore will find plenty of things to distract me.

Let me start again.

I was on a site where people talked about and/or showed pictures of their tattoos and there was one that made me kind of puzzled. It was (supposed to be) a swan. A rather large and I’m sure costly and time consuming tattoo of a swan. (Which I mean hey whatever floats your boat.) The only reason it gave me pause was because when I saw this “swan” I thought it was the goose from Charl*tte’s Web.

There were dozens of people telling the owner of this tattoo that it looked great/wonderful/whatever and I couldn’t help but wonder if I’m the only person who thought it looked like a fat goose from a kid’s cartoon or if they were just trying to not say “Your tattoo kinda sucks” to a random stranger on the internet. But this is the internet and people are usually assholes so maybe I’m just crazy.

Anyway I would point you in the direction of this tattoo and let you judge for yourself, but I also do not want to be the asshole that tells someone their tattoo (in my admittedly non-expert opinion) looks like a freaking goose.

So I just spent my Friday evening chatting online, talking and texting on the phone and watching Tr*nsformers Revenge of the F*llen. Can I just say that I’m one happy dork? I loved it.

My assignments were good so that is a weight off my mind. Now I’ll have to get ready for next weeks. At least I’m getting a better handle on the paperwork because that is a pain in the ass when you have no clue what you are doing.  Now I can work on doing it quicker because spending something like 6 hours on paperwork is just fucking ridiculous.

I just caught myself looking at another college’s website to get a rough idea of how much it would cost to continue my education after I graduate (and get a job!!) from my current college. It’s a little more pricey, but I can do most of it online after I’ve had some work experience. I even thought about clicking on to the next step, but remembered I haven’t finished this first one yet. I’ve never seen myself as a long-term student and I might decide to go no furthur after I graduate, but I’m beginning to think that I want to go as far as I can get with this.

Tomorrow is my first day at the hospital. I have to get up at 4am!! Tons of other crap that I’m entirely too tired and busy to ever write a post about and that makes me kinda sad. Not that there is anyone left reading anymore.

I’ll try to make a real post sometime soon.

I don’t even….but felt the need to throw up a post.

I made an A on both tests last week. I know that yall were holding your breath waiting and all that.

I know which hospital I will be in and I’m happy about that.

I’m going to be taking classes next summer instead of working and I’m not happy about that at all. I thought I was only lacking 1 core class. Turns out I was mistaken. Badly. Sucks, but at least I’ll be able to take most of them online.

I met that girl again and I can honestly say that I do not like her at all. She reminds me too much of someone I can’t stand. So I can’t say that I didn’t at least try.

Now I just need to start studying for the test next week.

Made an A today. I’m really happy about that. Even let my friend convince me to go out to eat to celebrate. Now for the next one.

I did meet the woman that my family wanted to introduce me to. We didn’t hit it off at all. Oh well, at least I didn’t chicken out.

I did not stay home, have not stayed home any and my week begins again tomorrow. I’ve got t test tomorrow and I’m a little nervous about it. I’ve spent a lot of time studying, but I feel like the topics are so broad that I am not really prepared. I guess we’ll find out in about 12 hours. Unfortunately I don’t get to come home right after the test as usual. We have to stay and do 2 hours of other stuff. At least I’ve already done all my prep work for Tuesday.

Blah, blah, boring.

I just do not even have any energy lately. I’m constantly going to class or somewhere or doing something or meeting you know who to study or hang out or have lunch. I really need to get a good 8 hours of sleep. I’m a little frayed around the edges the last few days. My ongoing drama isn’t helping anything I’m sure. 

I’ve thinking of agreeing to meet a single woman that my sister-in-law is friends with. I’m tired of being alone and being introduced to single people by family members is as good a place to start meeting potential dates as anywhere else I suppose.

Tomorrrow I think I will take a nap and stay home all day except for taking P to school and picking him up.