Flail-less

22Jun09

I’m still in a really good mood. I’m still feeling so optimistic about everything. Well, everything except the whole dating thing. I’m don’t feel all mopey about that just kind of Oh well. I mean surely I will not spend the rest of my life without having sex (with someone else!!) again. Right? RIGHT? Several people that I know (online) have recently started dating. So that gives me hope that even I’ll eventually find someone to date.

I’ve been talking to some really great people online in the last week. I don’t know who decided that I was suddenly cool enough and sent out a memo to all the people I wanted to be friends with, but I can’t thank them enough. The 4 key on my phone no longer works right I’ve done so much texting.

I met a really friendly (and cute) nurse at the hospital while I was visiting my mother yesterday. We chatted for about 10 minutes. Then she came back to my mom’s room before I left and asked me if I needed anything else. I still don’t know if I’m reading more into that or not. I so need a flirting guide. Either way I hope that I’ll get another chance to talk to her before my mom comes home. Which should be soon!

I get a much needed break from P tomorrow. Thank god. We are working on week 5(?) of being together 24 hours a day. Well, 19 hours a day if you don’t count the few hours of sleep I accomplish each night. I have an orientation to attend at my school. I’ll finally get to meet some of my classmates. I hope I get along with them since I’m gonna be stuck around them sooooo much for the next year(ish).

Then I’ll get to come home after the orientation and spend an ungodly amount of money on scrubs and supplies. Too bad I couldn’t find some of those at the thrift store like I did with P’s school uniforms for next year. I’ve gotten all the pants he’ll need and 3 shirts. With the shirts and shorts that still fit him from last year he will be set and I’ve spent about a tenth of what I would have if I would’ve had to buy new.

It’s really nice to feel like things are finally going to be alright. I spent such a long time flailing around trying to get my shit together that I almost don’t want to believe that everything could be working out so easily now.

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