Archive for April, 2009
I’ve been thinking about missed opportunities today. I think about all the things I could have done if I hadn’t been afraid. I think about all the things I should have done. With all the absolute shit I went through I wish I were able to say that now I don’t let opportunities pass me by.
That would [...]
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One of the top searches to find this place–goddamnit i am so frustrated and conflicted–I doubt they leave here very enlightened.
My kitchen has been invaded by ants. My living room looks like a disaster. I need to move around my bedroom furniture and I def. need to hang up all my clothes. But some very [...]
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Dear Mother,
I know that our kitchen was invaded by ants 2 evenings ago. I furthur know that ants squick you the fuck out in a major way but could you do me one tiny little favor? Pretty please? If you should walk into the kitchen and encounter the little bastards could you back slowly or even [...]
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Even-toed ungulate
I got my results from my entrance test. I made an 82 and an 83. The minimum I needed was a 60 on each. Now I have to do more waiting. They will decide sometime next month if I get into the program and I will know for sure by the middle of June. I hope [...]
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I’m in a shitty, frustrated, angry and most definitely inarticulate place today. I’ve been grappling with the stupidest reaction to something that happened recently. I’m conflicted. I’m happy for some great people who have decided to give a relationship a go and yet I’m pissed off and having a serious case of WHY NOT ME!!!
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Dear nadryl and boob searchers who are the majority of my readers.
Could you please tell me what the masturbatory equivalent of a cock-block is? Now could you send everyone in my family a goddamned plane ticket to take them far, far away? What the hell does a girl gotta do to get a few minutes [...]
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I think it is a whole lot better to have someone’s attention, their whole attention, and appreciate just how good they can make you feel without expecting more to come from it than what you’ve already gotten. Whether it is just sex, whether you are dating, whether it is just friendship, whether the lines between those are blurry and [...]
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Maybe my mom is right
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I do seem to wear black a lot. It isn’t intentional. At least I don’t think it is. It is strange that despite my pissing and moaning on here I am really happy. Maybe the happier I get the more black I wear?
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To do list
Parents income taxes Completed at 1am after much teeth grinding, hair pulling and cursing. Spent all day yesterday running down receipts.
Take Entrance exam Completed this morning
P’s school egg hunt My lovely parents fielded this one while I was taking the test this morning
Buy cheap ass easter basket Did this yesterday. Why my child wants one of [...]
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