Archive for August, 2008

I am having so much trouble with writing lately. I have a huge research paper that I should have had the first draft done a week ago. I just wrote the first two paragraphs. It has taken me about 3 hours to get that far. It isn’t because the subject is boring. I have all [...]


I have turned into a space cadet. I burned supper to a crisp. I forgot to turn in an assignment that was due yesterday. I turned in today so maybe it isn’t that big a deal. I have Monday off so I hope to get some work done. I keep procrastinating because I feel like [...]


Unmarked CD

25Aug08

Oh my god…hot flashes…what is up with me? I’m falling apart. I’ve always been a little hot natured but I am having actual hot flashes now. I thought I had a little more time before I started worrying about that.
My schedule next quarter is so crazy. I have one class four days a week, one [...]


Yesterday morning I sat in my living room floor and cried and tried to comfort my little orange and white kitten as he slowly quit breathing. I kept him in my lap and petted him until it was all over. We are guessing distemper because of the sudden symptoms and quick decline. I’m very glad [...]


I keep repeating in my mind
” You are not as big a loser as you think”
“It isn’t ALL your fault”
“It is bound to get better”
“Other people’s opinion don’t mean anything”
over and over and over.
It isn’t helping.


In no particular order of importance.
1. Do not plug in your blender without first determining it is in fact off, or at the very least securing the lid. While the resulting explosion of ice will only scare 2 or 3 years off your life if you do not, they might be good years and who [...]


Snot bomb

17Aug08

My little creature managed to infect me. I started feeling a little cruddy last night and it has gotten a lot worse. I am even considering taking tomorrow off. Too bad I’d still have to get out of bed to take P to school.
I’ve had a post brewing for the last few days I just [...]


One lazy Ordy

13Aug08

So I don’t have class today and I have been completely useless all day. I got P to school and came home. Then I made muffins and I’ve been sitting on the couch reading all morning. Very relaxing. We have blah weather so I can’t do any of the things I was actually planning to [...]


My day in short list form:
1. Forgot to eat breakfast
2. Witnessed a grown man crying
3. Arrived at my first class an hour early
4. Completely spaced for the entire time I was in my classes
5. Ate lunch in near total silence while reading a book
6. Cleaned my entire kitchen
7. Taken apart my vacuum cleaner to remove [...]


101 Damnations

07Aug08

I just have one thing to ask of the klepto trolls that live in my house. Could you please return that library book on modern feminism? I’ve barely read the first page and it really isn’t looking all that interesting but I need that freaking book for my research project. Yeah, I know I haven’t [...]