Archive for March, 2008

Oh my God!!!

31Mar08

I have to be at school at 8 in the morning. Holy crap!! I kept thinking that all day long today. I just want to scream!!! I think that I am ready, except for the whole being ready thing. I can do this.
In other strange news I got asked to come to service [...]


Bad Ordinary!!

27Mar08

I haven’t even been on wordpress in a week. I have been trying to get my house clean and in order, get all the paperwork for P to start school next fall in at 2 schools, and just generally spazzing out that I start classes next week!!!
There was some confusion at school and I was [...]


Oh shit!!

20Mar08

I just realized Easter is this weekend!! Crap, I am glad I bought the stuff for P’s basket a few weeks ago on sale. I hope the dorky outfit I bought him still fits him. Seems like all of a sudden he is too big for all of his clothes. I think it will be just [...]


Carrying on

20Mar08

I feel a little better now. I of course look like a freak but I am no longer feeling as pissed off. That is usually what happens when I am angry or happy or sad. I cry. Yes I am a basket case that will cry about anything. Can’t help it.
I still miss Em. We [...]


Do you ever?

20Mar08

I don’t like to hurt peoples feelings. I try very hard to not say things to my family that would hurt their feelings. I am struggling not to lose my mind and scream vicious (spell check says that is correct but that can’t really be, can it?) but very true things to someone I love.
Although [...]


I really need to start writing a post when I think of it. If I don’t then I forget half the things I want to say. I always think of things when I am nowhere near my computer. Maybe I should jot down stuff in a little notebook. Of course I would lose the notebook, [...]


I’m jealous sometimes even though I know I shouldn’t be. Right now it is over some bloggers ability to write a perfect post. It could be a funny or informative post or just a garden variety post and it is always fucking perfect. I wish that I could do that every once in a while. [...]


I can at least think about food without hurling today. Everything smells soooo strong that I have barely ventured into the kitchen. We had plain old toast for breakfast and then P had a cheese sandwich for lunch. I am pretty sure that I might be feeling almost human tomorrow. If I can get rid [...]


I think I could do a P*pto commercial with accurate facial expressions, and voice inflection if I could keep from curling up into the fetal position and wanting my mommy that is. I hope to hell I am not contagious because I don’t think P would make it through this without a trip to the [...]


Monday

10Mar08

If P doesn’t start sleeping again soon I might pass out. I am so tired today that I am glad I don’t need to drive anywhere. I would probably kill us and several innocent bystanders. I hope he gets it worked out in the next few weeks.
I don’t watch news if I can avoid it [...]